So, if u read my last blog, u prolly know already that I'm in love with this girl, when I shouldn't be. Why? 1. She was the one to be interested in me from the begining. To be honest, I never looked at her in school like something else; but rather when I saw her I was like "Oh, it's Debbie" and then keep walking. My attention was never dragged to her, I really didnt care about care. 2. She said that I was the cutest guy at school (for her), and that my smile was so beautiful for her, that she always blushes when she sees me.

 That was when I started to pay her a lot more attention, and umm, began to look her in different way. So, we started to talk, and stuff began to grow between me her, but it makes me sad to think that we only speak on MSN or Facebook (thing that I think is very lame for a relationship, as friends or as any other way) and we've only spoken face-to-face twice, and both of those times, a friend of her at school always came and messed up our conversation...

1 thing a friend of mine told me about her, is that she's still to small to get into this kind of stuff, with guys and else; so the choice for me right now, is not to rush with her on our relationship (we're nothing but not-too close friends) and give her some time to prepare or make her feel confident and sure about all this. I do not know if I like her, it's possible but Im sure, I don't know either if she only wants to meet me and become friends, but I take away this chance, because if it wasn't this, she wouldn't be like she is with me... But I do know that something will happen at the end of all this.

I'm not looking for a formal relationship as boyfriends right now, I just want to get closer to her, get to know her a lot more than I do right now, but for something is not letting me do it. Maybe is her, who knows...

We shall know with time...

Oh, a little note, since I'm 90% American and 10% Latino, I may right some blogs on spanish, or maybe in spanglish, lol...